I don't feel like falling!

Sometimes, all we need is some evol to keep our life's flame lighted on.
I had some good experiences that can be spoken to the whole world. They don't need to know, they don't have to.

And, perhaps when I wish to think about someone else, I can listen to some romantics songs... something like JAnis Joplin (trust me; kozmic BLues; To love somebody, A woman left lonely) and some other some kinda "poppy" Like Lady Gaga - (Fooled me Again - Honest Eyes); and anyone's version of "Fields of Gold" and and Thank you from Dido!

it's like a thought that comes and goes but never goes away.
I also have a special appealing for PATD - Northern Downpour.

And... on the other hand, I got a special meaning for "The Gossip" band and its first song I've heard (HEAVY CROSS).
The song and the band are not that special for me. They became like that because of the one who told me abot them.. So, always when I think about the song, I remember that one..
It's something very romantic, funny and makes me miss that beautiful and meaninful - and also deep - good times!

Gritando pra ninguém / screaming to nobody...

Ah! é tão chato quando você espera um pouco mais das pessoas para com você e nada vem. Não sei se este é um pensamento egoísta, mas é certamente algo aborrecedor.
Desejava um pouco mais de atenção dos meus amigos, já que me sinto sempre tão "sugado", exigido que nossas "energias" simplesmente cessam e precisamos recompô-las.

Blah! It's annoying when you want a little more from the ppl to you and nothing comes. I don't know if it's a selfish thought, but it's surely borig.
I wish a little more attention from my friends, as i feel myself always "sucked", required that our "energies" just go away and we need to fill them up.

Ainda mais que tantas coisas maravilhosas têm me acontecido ultimamente e ando sem tempo - e saco - para escrever. Parece até que uso este blog só para desabafo mesmo, pois não quero perturbar o tempo dos outros, que não demonstram seu interesse em mim. O que elas querem mesmo é falar e falar, e você ali, para entendê-las, apoiá-las e estar ao seu lado.

Just when wonderful things had happened to me lately and I don't have much time - and patience - to write up. It seems that I only updates this blog to give vent to my my feelings, 'cuz I don't mean to bother someone else's precious time. What they want from me is to speak and speak, and me thehre, to understand them, to support them and be there for them.

Também acho que não estou sendo um amigo ideal. Parece até que estou sendo "meio" amigo, pois não estou totalmente do lado delas, defendendo-as, digo. Minha postura sempre foi daquela "meio-termo". Não vou defender totalmente a uma causa se não sei ao certo das duas partes. Sei apenas o que você me diz, e os demais? E o outro lado? hump!

I also think that i'm not being that real friend. It looks like i'm "half-friend", because i am not totally by their side, defendending them, i mean. My behaviour was always that one "in the middle". I can't be totally to one side if I don't know quite well about the other one. I only know what you tell me, and what about the rest? And the other side? hump!

Fuck it up and all!! I don't want to keep writing at the moment. All I want to is sleep that maybe what I need is a good resting.

Bye!