"As she looks forward to the sea, she thinks about her life. About herself. And her future and her past. What has she done? What must be done?
It's hard to think about this when she's all alone and nobody seems to care.
She's lost; she already knows.
But, in spite of all these bad moments, she never thinks about losing her own faith, 'cause this is all that has in her heart and in her hands.
She looks up and no matter if it's nite or day. Nature is there for her. And somehow she can feel God with her, within her.
The Sun is guiding her in the morning, in her right side, heading her to the North, but suddenly she realizes this big star came to the left side. Then she notices the life's balance is always necessary. She may follow forward, but there is a past left behind.
And, when she just wake up, after taking a rest, the evening appears the her eyes. She looks up once again. This time she sees a very white Moon and thousand of stars. "I'M NOT ALONE! NOT AT ALL!!" - This is what she thinks and says. So many companies might please her.
But she didn't see: where is the North? There is no Sun to go together in both hands in her journey and she can't be sure if the Moon is trustful.
She stops by the grass. Sit down, take a deep breath and stares at the sky. She sees the stars like people. There are thousand of them in her way. Some are important, most of them, not; some were and many other ones will certainly become; and finally she looks a little bit closer at their bright. Few are stronger, most of them are weak; and lots of stars' bright are fading away and by the other hand, many other ones are just borning.
What does she conclue? Stars are like friends: we ought to choose those ones she trusts, feels comfortable and will help her to accomplish her goals.
There's also a shy Moon in the sky. And somehow she feels okay and pleasant. "I'm home" - she thinks. And after some moments she feels like thinking, reflecting about her life once again. The fresh air made her mind mild and she can reflect better.
No sorrow, no blames, revanges, complains and no more regrets. She forgives herself and what has been done against her 'till now. She feels ready to go on with a smile up on her face and willing to face all the life's challenges as life's lessons and she will, now, achieve her goals.
After wondering, she takes the night to rest and dream away to feed her soul. Tomorrow the Sun will bring her back the right directon; always heading her to the North."
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